I'm missing 5th September....

"I think and think and think, I‘ve thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it." — 

[Jonathan Safran Foer]

rasanya seperti ada yang salah...ada yang hilang...and I cant fix it...

 saya tidak memahami diriku akhir-akhir ini...menjadi asing..

 I'm missing 5th September....